Whoever is wise, let him attend to these things; let them consider the steadfast love of the Lord. Psalm 107:43 ESV
I have spent the last few years of my Christian walk, an unwitting slave of guilt, fear, and failure. Guilt over past mistakes, fear over things that I couldn’t control, and the word failure ringing in my brain like an alarm clock that won’t turn off. Let me attest to the fact that living in guilt and fear while feeling like a failure is exhausting, draining, and overwhelming. It sucks the life right out of you!
Fatigued and battle-weary, I withdrew from the clamor of this noisy world and spent an entire day praying, fasting, praising God, and reflecting in the comfort of my quiet bedroom. There, I poured out my heart to God all of my great sorrow and distress. After some time of quiet, I felt God nudging me to write down everything that I felt guilt over or had fear about. So I did…….. 5 pages worth! I was amazed at how much I had just written. Seeing it all down on paper really brought to life the extent of the heavy burdens I had been dragging around with me all this time.
“It’s all down on paper now Lord. Can you give me a word or something to reflect upon?” I asked. I decided to meditate on some Psalms. After opening my Bible, my eyes fixed their gaze on Psalm 107:43. Whoever is wise, let him attend to these things; let them consider the steadfast love of the Lord. Hmmm. Quite some time ago I had underlined the words, steadfast love, in my Bible every time I saw them because I had noticed that the phrase had been used repeatedly. 191 times actually.
Although I had spent time underlining the words, I never took the time to consider (contemplate, examine, ponder, meditate on) exactly what steadfast love meant, so I did like the verse said, and I attended to considering the steadfast love of the Lord through an impromptu word study. What transpired was a truly awe-inspiring, mind-blowing realization of the riches and depth of God’s steadfast love for me.
Please join me in this mind-renewing word study. I pray that as you do this study, you will treasure in your own heart, God’s steadfast love for you and that you will truly discover God in a healthy, new, refreshing way as you are given the gift of a deepening knowledge of God’s steadfast love for you.
Begin by reading through Psalm 119. Underline or highlight all the verses containing the words steadfast love. Then soak up, drink in, the following definition of the word steadfast and it’s synonyms. Steadfast: A sureness and continuousness that can be depended upon. (Loyal, faithful, determined, committed, relentless, unchanging, unwavering, unfaltering, unflinching, firmly fixed, enduring.)
What is this saying about God’s love for you? It’s saying that God’s love for you is sure, firmly fixed. It will never change. It doesn’t flinch (recoil, wince, or drawback in fear or distaste) when you mess up. His love for you is relentless (continuous, non-stop, endless, untiring). God never stops, never tires of loving you! You cannot escape God’s steadfast love! God not only shows you steadfast love, He is steadfast love! His love isn’t endowed to you out of some sort of obligation. God can’t help but steadfastly love you because it’s who He is.
Our earthly relationships, no matter how close, are flawed. We are a flawed people. Others disappoint us, let us down. Sometimes we are disappointed with ourselves as a result of past mistakes or failures. We begin to feel unloved, unlovable. Inevitably these feelings spill over into our relationship with our Creator. We begin to doubt His love for us.
Thankfully, our reality is much different than our feelings. God described Himself this way in Exodus 34:6 “The Lord, the Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in steadfast love and faithfulness.” Don’t you just love that God Himself uses the words, steadfast love, to describe Himself? He says He is abounding (profuse, generous, boundless, inexhaustible) in steadfast love. More wonderful yet is that His abounding, profuse, generous, boundless, inexhaustible steadfast love is directed at you and me!
Satan, the great deceiver, the father of all lies, the accuser of the brethren, loves to remind us of our sins and failures, but God has chosen to forget them. God sees the person you are yet to become, through the help of the Holy Spirit. “For we are God’s handiwork (His workmanship, His masterpiece), created in Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do.” Ephesians 2:10. When God sees you He sees His masterpiece (a work of outstanding artistry, an artist’s greatest work). God sees you as one of His greatest works!
The Bible tells us that it’s wise to consider the steadfast love of the Lord because it frees us. It utterly destroys Satan’s stronghold of habitual wrong thinking built into our thought lives, bringing his craftily whispered deceptions to total ruin and breaking the chains of our bondage!
I’m so very grateful that sitting alone in my room that day God led me to that verse. It’s wonderful, yet a lot to wrap one’s brain around. I’m still digesting it all because God’s love is so very different from mine. His is a perfect love, mine is very imperfect. I’m learning not to judge God’s love based on mine. My imperfect way of loving here on earth is far from steadfast. Thankfully, though my love isn’t steadfast, His is. Always.
So settle into (get to know, become familiar with a new way of life, to adjust by getting a new way of thinking, to make yourself comfortable) God’s steadfast love for you. Make yourself comfortable ( to be free from stress or fear. At ease, restful, relaxed, secure, safe, unworried, contented) in it. You’ll have a new way of thinking and you’ll be free from stress and fear, living a life that’s much more secure, unworried, and content, glorifying God in the process.
And if the Liar tries to deceive you once again, which he will because he in no way wants you abiding in God’s steadfast love, go back and ponder it all again, as many times as you have to in order for it to sink down deep into the depths of your heart. Don’t get discouraged. Instead, remember that freedom doesn’t have to be all at once. It can happen in small steps, in stages. Persevere. Don’t give up! God is stronger than any chains Satan can bind you in.